oh oh oh how was i supposed to know! (:

so i like never get on here. i'm gonna try to get on as much as i can.
i am pretty much wearing this outfit right now.
so i'm bored.
and i can't wait til later to go to brendan's.
i'm finally getting my chirstmas present!

so i love them, just saying

ohk so like i never get on here anymore but i finally got on. and just to inform people, i broke up with ryan yesterday. not the way i planned though.
ohk so what happened was i was going to tell him that we'd just be better as friends and hope he understood. so i was telling some of my close friends about me breaking up with him and then one of them went and told him. so then he saw me after school crying and i didn't talk to him cuz i knew that he knew about it. and then he texted me like flipping out. so then it ended up being a mess.
so now i can't trust people. at all. cuz they ruin lives.
and i was thinking about changing my mind. too late for that.
and what made it worse, esterday was 10 months of being together.
 

so now im super depressed. and i pretty much hate the world.
))))))):